One more time

Yep... I'm in Canada once again. Come to think of it, if you add it all up, I've been here for approx 5 weeks. In the middle of nowhere. And after at least a 24 hour flight I think I need a long vacation after this entire training. A long vacation at home! No airport, airline, bus, cab... just me and my bed.

Feelings

I think I'm sick. I definitely don't feel well. Last time I felt like this was December last year and that is not a good thing at all. I've been feeling the pressure of other EXP trainers lately and it's bothering me. After our boss left I can slowly see why they feel so depressed. It is different. The people and the culture is evolving. I'm trying so hard to be organized about the whole thing but it is an ordeal.

One thing I liked about our ex boss was that she might have favorites but when it comes to work, you don't feel that. She may make you feel like crap but she still likes you.

I hate it when I think about nonsense things while I'm in obviously in a rut. Just when it seems everything is going your way, someone makes you check out a different perspective.

I just terminated 2 people (for this week). I'll get over it.

The Epicurean

Manyak girl is in cebu right now which is great. Before she left, I found myself writing all the restos that were the best in good old cebu. Yum, yum, yummy. I'm never going to be thin again. Ever. So might as well share my resources and God given talent of finding the best of cebu cuisine there is.

I'm really excited about this foodie website and I know it is still an idea... but soon to be a reality. After all the craziness of training, if they give me room to breathe again then I'll definitely start doing it. With manyak's brilliance and my love affair with food, this is going to be a blast!

I'm hungry.